Chloe or Sam or Sophia or Marcus

Your hologram stumbled into my apartment Hands in the hair of somebody in darkness Named Chloe or Sam or Sophia or Marcus And I just watched it happen As the decade would play us for fools And you saw my bones out with somebody new Who seemed like he would've bullied you in school And you just watched it happen If you want to break my cold, cold heart Just say, "I loved you the way that you were" If you want to tear my world apart Just say you've always wondered You said some things that I can't unabsorb You turned me into an idea of sorts You needed me, but you needed drugs more And I couldn't watch it happen I changed into goddesses, villains, and fools Changed plans and lovers and outfits and rules All to outrun my desertion of you And you just watched it If you want to break my cold, cold heart Just say, "I loved you the way that you were" If you want to tear my world apart Just say you've always wondered If the glint in my eye traced the depths of your sigh Down that passage in time Back to the moment I crashed into you Like so many wrecks do Too impaired by my youth To know what to do So if I sell my apartment And you have some kids with an internet starlet Will that make your memory fade from this scarlet maroon? Like it never happened Could it be enough to just float in your orbit? Can we watch our phantoms like watching wild horses? Cooler in theory, but not if you force it To be, it just didn't happen So if you want to break my cold, cold heart Say you loved me And if you want to tear my world apart Say you'll always wonder 'Cause I wonder Will I always Will I always wonder?