Not Make Believe

Isn't just that we cause each other such pain Everywhere we go now, at home or at play It hurts my self esteem, it hurts my everything I am reeling... oh, it hurts my feelings Sometimes it was heavenly (Sometimes it was heavenly) Sometimes it was too heavy (Sometimes it was too heavy) Sometimes it's just too much for me (Sometimes it's just too much for me) Well I want to run away (Oh, well I want to run away) Then there are the things, cast this doubt away Those things that made me stay for so long Not make believe then, I'm not make believe now Not make believe then, I'm not make believe now I didn't understand then, but I understand now It was the best of times, it was the worst of times And they both rushed by, like a thief in the night Taking no prisoners, just like the first time Adventures in paradise Just like the first time Then there are the things, cast this doubt away Those things that made me stay for so long Not make believe then, I'm not make believe now Not make believe then, I'm not make believe now I didn't understand then, but I understand now Then there are the things, cast this doubt away Those things that made me stay for so long Not make believe then, I'm not make believe now It’s not make believe then, I'm not make believe now I didn't understand then, but I understand now